Almost trick or treating time

Almost time to go trick or treating-- I'm a Topper, yeah man. I totally won the Most School Spirited costume. Yeah, well not much time, I don't know if Lisa's coming. I had a tamale for dinner, it was good. Ackk I still have to do English! And I like, really need to do it because Ms. Baas is basically awesome and I really like her; Sarah said I was the teacher's pet. I love that class, it's my faaaavorite. And I have it everyday! I gotta go in early tomorrow to finish the test though, I only finished number one! Yikes. I gotta try and call Lisa

Ugh, I'm RIdiculously tired

Man. I just finished registering for the SAT. It took about a billion million aeons. Sheesh. I'm way tired. Even with the extra hour of sleep. I went to church today, saw Samuel get baptized ( he's so cute!!!) and then went to El Paragua with everyone. (Everyone meaning the Schotties, the Haertlings (pronounced Hartlings), and the Haertlings (pronounced Hurtlings). It's reallly supposed to be Ha(with an oumlout [sp?])rtling. Yeah. Well. I have my internet. For over an hour. Which was a result of: my totally freaking out, my throwing Danny's cars, my realizing that what I had just done was stupid, my telling Dad I was sorry and that I just didn't like the fact that he was treating me like a small child, and then him changing his mind and giving me the internet. Yeah. Well, now I think I'm going to go to bed, or go watch TV or something. Note to self: Megan wants me to rent Phantom of the Opera and watch it by next Sunday. I also want to rent The Breakfast Club. Tomorrow will be ok. It will be more than ok. I got alll my homework done (except a 'few' statistics problems that I 'couldn't do.') I really got all my Precal done though! I need to remember to go into Bio tomorrow at lunch to finish corrections! Seriously. Ok. Bed.

I'm at cute Kate's house! (Weird!)

Well, this is pretty interesting, I'm at the Whitley's house, and I'm babysitting Kate. She's really cute...and now finally in bed. They're really nice; I'm totally happy.. and I'm listening to pandora.com. Well, I was... until I heard a noise, got extremely freaked out, and X'd out of everything. I went to the Halloween Carnival...several people had no clue what I was supposed to be. I'm dead tired, btw, I feel like I could conk out any second... which is why I'm doing something, anything... They should be home pretty soon. Aww, poor Kate she cried when I had to put her to bed. I just wanna drive home and dive into my bed. Tomorrow Samuel Henry Carmer gets baptized! Arg. Tomorrow I gotta do bio (yuck) and English. And vacuum. I have totally totally got to do bio corrections this week!!! Oy. Ok, I'm getting off now. I'll check my email...again. I'M SO TIRED!!! (Probobly because I only had a few hours sleep last night...)

My life is way different than it used to be

Yesterday I was pretty busy, and had to stay way after school for yearbook. I'm so happy I got (ooh, better be careful of what I say) my project done. It looks awesome, and Kelsey's copy is AMAZING!!! Then I sped down to WR to get Shannon ( found out Drew's girlfriend's name: Elizabeth. Elizabeth Ho-something. Yeah. That's right. HO. She's a dumb blond ho. Wait, I won't say that, that's mean. Nevermind. ) Then we handed out candy but this weird guy Jonathan was there, talking about drugs and not eating for days and being 'emo.' I was pretty much seriously depressed there, I couldn't deal with how different it was than last year... So then things got better when I went to Lisa's dad's house for a sleepover. I had a lot of fun. ... We watched Office Space. (Milton is so funny!) Then talked in the dark in Lisa's room for hours. About...everything. Pretty much everything. I'm kind of glad that I was able to talk about everything I'd really never said to my friends. I'm feeling like, with all these odd things, all these changes, and just the fact that we're all getting older, my life is really changing. Well, now I'm trying to get a few things done before I leave for the Halloween Carnival at Mountain School. Then I have to leave at 5:30 from that to go babysit a 2 year old girl named Kate. Okay. Over 'n out.
Oh! If you are reading this, check this out! www.pandora.com It pretty much rocks...literally

First post on new blog

Well, I've been wanting to make a good blog for a while now (I've started two total in my life-time; both were failures), but was really lacking motivation. Talking to Julie today on the phone though, I decided to actually make one. So. My first post on my NEW, IMPROVED blog, hurrrrrah! I sound way more excited than I really am... in reality I'm quite tired and fed up with the world. People who know me know what I'm talking about, I should think. Well, let us not dwell on the yucky things, um, let's talk instead of the positive things. Good things about tomorrow: 1) It's a Friday. Fridays are good. 2) I did all my homework for tomorrow. Mostly. Close enough. 3) I'm going to yearbook tomorrow, and I will hopefully get really far on the Girls Soccer page. [yay, Ms. Seitz did NOT cuss me out; I'm actually an okay layout designer-- Score!!] 4) After school I'm doing trick or treat on Mainstreet with Shannon... sure to be a very, um, interesting experience. Maybe I can get some answers tomorrow. We'll see? 4 good things about tomorrow already! My life is pretty, um what's the word? Intense. Yes, my life is pretty intense. And screwed up. Badly. ..
But, really, things really aren't as bad as I'm percieving them to be, you know? I really don't have it that bad in the scheme of things. Besides, as Maria said yesterday afternoon, "There are a whole bunch of guys out there." So, though I may feel very confused and may even feel like I'm being stabbed every time I see him with that dumb ass blond chick, things are okay. I'm chill. Peace out.I'm so going to bed:



I'm not gonna let some pansy thing like this take hold of me, I can deal. Come on, World, toss whatever ya want at me, I can take it. Um. Yeah...