First post on new blog

Well, I've been wanting to make a good blog for a while now (I've started two total in my life-time; both were failures), but was really lacking motivation. Talking to Julie today on the phone though, I decided to actually make one. So. My first post on my NEW, IMPROVED blog, hurrrrrah! I sound way more excited than I really am... in reality I'm quite tired and fed up with the world. People who know me know what I'm talking about, I should think. Well, let us not dwell on the yucky things, um, let's talk instead of the positive things. Good things about tomorrow: 1) It's a Friday. Fridays are good. 2) I did all my homework for tomorrow. Mostly. Close enough. 3) I'm going to yearbook tomorrow, and I will hopefully get really far on the Girls Soccer page. [yay, Ms. Seitz did NOT cuss me out; I'm actually an okay layout designer-- Score!!] 4) After school I'm doing trick or treat on Mainstreet with Shannon... sure to be a very, um, interesting experience. Maybe I can get some answers tomorrow. We'll see? 4 good things about tomorrow already! My life is pretty, um what's the word? Intense. Yes, my life is pretty intense. And screwed up. Badly. ..
But, really, things really aren't as bad as I'm percieving them to be, you know? I really don't have it that bad in the scheme of things. Besides, as Maria said yesterday afternoon, "There are a whole bunch of guys out there." So, though I may feel very confused and may even feel like I'm being stabbed every time I see him with that dumb ass blond chick, things are okay. I'm chill. Peace out.I'm so going to bed:



I'm not gonna let some pansy thing like this take hold of me, I can deal. Come on, World, toss whatever ya want at me, I can take it. Um. Yeah...